It's been a loooong time since i updated my blog. It's not that i'm busy hmm. I have been through a big failure in my life and i don't even know how to explain it whether is this entirely my fault or it someone's else fault. All the closest tells me that maybe God didn't want me to take this road, but i feel it is always a wrong way for me to begin with. I shouldn't go to Sarawak, i shouldn't meet someone and fell for that person and etc. I knew from the beginning my intention are wrong, i knew it, it's just that i don't want to believe it because i thought the road i chose is the right one but apparently it is not. When i think about this it didn't give me a headache but it gave me pain, a pain that i couldn't describe. Of course that pain hurts me a lot. Mum said i should forget it and start a new life. "Past is past, don't let it haunt you. Sometime God wanted to test you, to see are you strong enough to handle His test and i believe you're strong. Forget the past, focus on the future never make the same mistakes again".
Thank you God for giving me a wonderful family and friends.
