Dasar Janji Caucasians

aku rasa tercabar bila dia makin kurus dari aku *jeles+dengki. maksud dia bukan sama ke?

*aku makan nasi harini -,-

Day 19 – A picture of something you want to do before you die

perform hajj, i will be able to love my future-husband till i become old :) have children and grandchildren who love me so much. travel all around the world then i can die peacefully :D

Day 18 – 5 things that irritate ME about opposite/same sex

mengapa, bagaimana, siapa ? telinga aku terngiang-ngiang akan persoalan ini. mungkin juga ianya datang dari kesalahan diri aku sendiri. aku tidak mampu menjawab soalan yang bertubi-tubi menikam di otak ku. hari-hari yang aku lalui sudah cukup pedih untuk aku ungkapkan. perkataan "cukuplah" hanya dapat ku jeritkan di dalam hati. aku penat, aku penat, aku penat. aku kesempitan, tidak kira sama ada dengan ruang atau pun masa, aku kesempitan dengan segalanya. dunia yang aku lihat luas seakan-akan tidak memberi impak kepada ku. aku ingin berjuang, tetapi nafsu serta musuh ku sentiasa mematahkan semangat ku. ingin ku nyahkan mereka dari sini tapi apakan daya aku insan biasa yang lemah. aku tidak pernah menyalahkan takdir kerana semua itu berpunca dari AKU

*aku emosi harini, jadi aku akan berada di mode "jiwang" apabila aku emosi.

OUT OF TOPIC!

okay 5 things irritate me about opposite or same sex

1. hmm, seperti biasa, mesti lu semua pernah nampak orang berpeluk-pelukan dengan pasangan mereka. Wa paling benci *apahal statement emo? aku jealous sebenarnya. okeng, aku suka bebas maksud aku bukan bebas total tak bukan benda-benda tu semua dah la tak payah nak fikir jauh. maksud aku, kalau aku keluar dengan sesiapa pun takda orang nak halang. obviously lah kalau lu semua ada bf/gf mesti la kena bagitahu pergi mana semua itu wa tak kesah lagi ini masalah nya kejadah nak mintak permission?!!!! *nampak tanda seru banyak tu?! tak agak-agak la weh dia bf/gf kau je apahal nk permission segala. setakat declare bf/gf je pun belum kau jadi suami/isteri dia. AKU PALING MENYAMPAH KALAU NAK KENA MINTA PERMISSION SEGALA *ni emo sangat ni

2. sumpah aku geli bila aku tengok kaum atau seagama dengan aku bercium-ciuman. tak kalau ye pun kau nk berciuman sampai muntah jangan buat depan orang ramai, hormat sikit orang. tak malu ke dah la kau tu melayu, ISLAM pulak tu. kepada yang pernah buat begini sila lah sedar diri.

3. kalau pasal same sex, aku rasa nak berceramah berjela-jela. yang muslim/muslimah tu jangan main-main dengan hukum Allah. aku paling tak boleh terima bila dia salah kan tuhan dia jadi macam tu. Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib seseorang melainkan dia mengubah nasib dirinya sendiri. Hukuman yang Allah kena kan pada kaum Nabi Lut tu patut kita jadikan iktibar untuk direnung-renungkan. Allah itu Maha Besar, Dia tidak akan menurunkan seksaan di dunia tetapi diakhirat kelak.

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aku dah takdak idea, tukarlah jadi 3 je

Correction:

Day 18 – 3 things that irritate ME about opposite/same sex

Quel Surprise :O

My lecturer tagged me at our class group that she want to see me ASAP regarding about OMT200. I was sleeping then my roommate wake me up then she tell me about that *she was online her fb that time. I got up, wash my face, and get change then i left. Luckily her room is not that far, once i got there i remembered something that i don't know her room number so i wandering around then suddenly i saw my other OM lecturer she was trying to locked her door maybe she want to go out for lunch i think. I asked her where is miss mimi's room she said oh upstairs but i don't know her room number. So i went upstairs look around for her room then BOOM found it lol. i entered her room and its regarding my quiz marks. I suddenly bring back my quiz 1,3 and 4 and i didn't know that i have send it back to her after she asked us staple those 3 together. Poor her, she was looking for my paper all over the place because she thought that she misplace my paper and she also asked me when will i be doing for my quiz 2 well i said today would be fine. She said okay then. So i said to myself break the leg :P

my blog seems like diaries :D since when dude?!

I Really Have To Set Up Everything

i've been thinking lately, now i have to-do-list

1. Be a better MUSLIMAH *means that never left pray, recite Al-Quran, do zikir a lot keep thinking of Allah SWT and Rasulullah is the best faith healing and tranquilizers

2. Lose some pounds (10 or 12 perhaps)

3. New style *i don't know what kind of style but still in a process

4. Be a better person

5. Ignore people who always make me angry

6. Forgive people who did mistakes

7. Ask for forgiveness

8. Eat proper meal

9. Listen to Umi and Ayah without any protest

10. Keep in touch with old friends

Wish me luck people ;P

*usually people does this when new year come. change for good is not big deal right :)

Normal Day

i've been doing nothing besides online and study today. i woke up around 3 pm something *teruk! :P i know right memang tak senonoh. sleeping is the best way than wasting time *huh? what? apa kebende.

i've been watching him in this few days :)

KEVJUMBA IS SHOOOO CUTE !!!

i feel so fresh today :)

A BIG WOW!

i just checked my blog stats and click at audience which it shows us how many pageviews we've got since we start blogging. it shock me a little because there are 197 people from US read my blog, i mean like BIG SERIOUSLY and 76 people from Luxembourg i was thinking just now where the hell is Luxembourg never heard of it. *menggelabah macam blog kau best :F

Wow what a great day.

yeah wow yeah wow and yeah wow again wow wow wow wow *annoying. saje je tuh hikhik c: okay i've been doing well. oh about my English paper nahh it's fine nothing to worry about......

what am i saying again?

it's fine nothing to worry about :)

are you sure? i don't think so...

you don't think so? *geleng kepala slowly stoping for 3 sec and BOOM

ARGHHHHHHHH*scream like hell

well actually its fine hikhik i called my dad soon after i finished the paper. dad said it will be fine don't worry just have faith on it confident with what you have been done and not to forget to pray to Allah swt, read Al-Quran and make solat hajat. i wished i could do all that but i can't i'm on the bleeding day *haha bleeding day there's no such thing as bleeding day pshhh eedeeyoot! lol. okay i know that is not funny! stop being shooo serious you serious man or ladiess...... -_-

what a nice day :F

suka lettew

janganlah bagi aku harapan bodoh yang tak mungkin kau boleh tunaikan secepat mungkin.

hmphhh benci *paling muka

Take A Chill Pill

i can't concentrate while i'm study, i can't sleep properly, i was having menstrual cramps right now *sorry for being too frank OF COURSE i love sunday but today nothing is going to be alright *what am i saying omg pshhhh

breath in....

breath out....

breath in....

breath out.....

okay now i'm ready to spill!

okay i'm having a major crisis which is tomorrow is the day that my FINAL EXAM START! but thank god luckily its only english paper so it's not really major problem.

oh god what am saying again?! of course its a MAJOR CRISIS!!!

FOR GOD SAKE MAN I'M NOT READY FOR THIS WHAT AM I GOING TO WHY ALL CAPS LOCK? I CAN'T SWITCH IT OFFF

OFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

F***

Certainly Today Is A Bored Day

I got up today around 12 something pshh yesterday i slept around 8.50 p.m i mean like omaigod lama nya tido!  i set the alarm around 3.30 a.m i got up then i just switch off the alarm then i'm going back to sleep what the ...

on the second thought, i feel like i'm going to Desa Ilmu today but i don't know, kalau nak pegi pun buat apa ?*shinjirarenai.  i miss home, my family, my cats. i wanna go home.   today is a cloudy day. i love cloudy day yay! erghh what's the point if i'm still bored. i want to sleep but i can't sleep...

i sound pathetic and annoying bai

Raya Pictures

As i promise i want to post my raya picture on this blog so here it is :)













so that's how i spent my raya :)
*bai

Raya

Picture will be uploaded......

















Soon hehehehehe