Tuesday, December 19, 2017

Depression

Nowadays, how easily people take away their life instantly. Who to blame? I saw a news of someone who committed suicide due to depression. Someone famous who had everything, talent, great voice, fame, money well you name it all. But none of these are able to make him feel happy. He ended up killing himself, left a lot of hints and his farewell letter. 

This reminded me of my past self where i had mild depression. Although it is mild, i should've not taken it lightly. I got out from it. I found my source of happiness which is my family and closest friends. 

I feel sad for him for unable to find a way out instead he chose to take away his own life. I hope this will be a lesson for everybody not to take depression lightly. Get help and please do not kill yourself. Think about those who loves and cherish you. Remember those who you are going to leave behind, how guilty they have to feel for the rest of their life. You yourself are worth it, and you deserve to be happy. 

I hope this song might heal you. 

Title: Breathe
Artist: Lee Hi
Album: Seoulite

*english translation

Take a deep breath
Until both sides of your heart get numb
Until it hurts a little
Let out your breath even more
Until you feel like there’s nothing left inside

It’s alright if you run out of breath
No one will blame you
It’s okay to make mistakes sometimes
Because anyone can do so
Although comforting by saying it’s alright
Are just words

Someone’s breath
That heavy breath
How can I see through that?
Though I can’t understand your breath
It’s alright
I’ll hold you

It’s alright if you run out of breath
No one will blame you
It’s okay to make mistakes sometimes
Because anyone can do so
Although comforting by saying it’s alright
Are just words

Someone’s breath
That heavy breath
How can I see through that?
Though I can’t understand your breath
It’s alright
I’ll hold you

Even if others think your sigh
Takes out energy and strength
I already know
That you had a day that’s hard enough
To let out even a small sigh
Now don’t think of anything else
Let out a deep sigh
Just let it out like that

Someone’s breath
That heavy breath
How can I see through that?
Though I can’t understand your breath
It’s alright
I’ll hold you
You really did a good job