1 January 2016

2015 was the year that i learned how to make a decision for myself, being matured and patience.

To the people i love the most:

My family has been supportive in most of the things that i did last year. I truly love them as they will never be replaced

To my very best friends: 

My friends are always with me. Helping me with almost everything. Always come up with great ideas. Last year was the year that we've gone our first trip together. The thing that i remember the most is when they wanted to surprise me with a cake on my birthday and i wasn't even home yet. They went looking for me afraid that something might happen to me. I was so touched by their effort. I can never ask for a better friends than you guys.

To MKN: 

In early of last year, i met a very good man who loves me dearly and promise to marry me and make me the happiest woman i can ever be. I'm grateful and thankful because i've never meet this kind of guy before who's not taking me for granted. But then things don't work out, we had a fight and i can't be the way he wanted me to be so i decided to call it off. I guess i need to reflect myself. Maybe i'm not ready for this, for one step ahead.   

The journey that i had last year taught me a lot of things especially about myself. There was happiness, laugh, sadness, disappointment, love and many more. I'm hoping that 2016 may be a good year for me to achieve greater things in life. I wish all the best to those who are still with me as well as who doesn't. Thank you and have a bright future ahead.

So....

Hello 2016 🎈

20 November 2015

1. So what happened within this month?

Well not much lately. I'm jobless, stayed home like usual. So i decided to distract myself by painting the house. Got few interview and i rejected 2 positions. Still receive few but i'm still considering. 

2. So how are you?

I'm good. Healthy as a horse, well physically. Mentally? I'm still working out. I sometimes feel sad and regret but at the same time i feel relieved and happy. I don't know what's wrong with me. I guess i'm just too unpredictable. 

18 October 2015

Sometimes we just don't deserve to get what we want. So why don't we just accept what is in front of us. Willingly cherish it and embrace it. 

My whole system just stop functioning. The word "clique" doesn't go well with my dictionary anymore. 

Stress and Depress

Whenever i feel stress or depress i lay down or i sing any songs that will make me feel better. I pushed all of the bad memories happened on that day. I try not to think a lot since i'm a quite a thinker. I prefer to be alone until i feel okay to talk to people. I don't really like to share my feelings to people, i rather keeping it. It's hard to talk to people, to make them understand how we felt during that time. I hate explaining things. Whenever i had a problem i just don't want to burden anybody. But sometimes it's so hard to keep it by yourself. Blerghh i'm sooo complicated

January 2015

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