2 in 1

I basically do nothing this week. I repeat NOTHING. Mum keep questioning me when am i going to find a job. So recently i've been sick for 3 days, yeah thanks to mum aha.. Luckily, it's only for like 3 days :D




I read 2 novels in one day, well i already read those 2 novels before this so i just want to read it again. The first novel is Andai Itu Takdirnya. Lately, i have lost an interest to read Malay novels especially love/romantic or any related to romance because it's too cliché. Okay back to the first novel, i really enjoy that novel. I sometimes wonder is there any girl in this world strong like the main character in this novel which is Aleya. She is too strong to face her douchebag husband and even wants to give him the third chance. The second one that i've read is Bicara Hati. It has been my all time favourite since i was errr hmm i can't remember. It's a nice story line but a bit slow.  Everyone thought that she is an illegitimate child well apparently not since her mum explain to her from A to Z bla bla bla and she live happily ever after the end. It's really a judgemental novel i guess hmm


Why am i even doing this reviewing thingy?!





oh well

Till then,
SSK

Go

What you need to know

Is to try and let it go let it go

What you need to find

Is someone who never will let you go

*Sunshine and City Lights - Greyson Chance

Till then,

SSK

Day 29 – Something you could never get tired of doing.

Sleep *ngroh ngroh ngroh

Till then,
Siti Syahida Binti Kamaruddin

Day 28 – In this past month, what have you learned?

1. Never said yes to the right guy
2. Don't show too much affection
3. Don't easily believe in something that is not so sure
4. Sometimes you have to listen to other people
5. Don't over-estimate on something
6. Always listen to someone who had much more experience than you
7. Never ever feel regret after you did something awesome
8. Sometimes you have to be selfish in order to save yourself from being hurt
9. Don't be too stupid
10. Should put God as your first priority

Ken Hirai - Boku Wa Kimi Ni Koi Wo Suru

*I've been listening to this lately

Till then,
Siti Syahida Binti Kamaruddin

Misery

He decided to let go the rope. Your explanation is never good enough, but it's enough for me to move on. Thank you for being honest. I'm sorry because i couldn't be your friend. Anyway, i hope you can find what you really want in this world.


I'm okay. I always used to things like this. I'm happy this way.



I don't know what is wrong with me but i really enjoy listening to this song

Till then,
Siti Syahida Binti Kamaruddin

Embracing an Awesomeness

Thank you for being there for me like all the time, ahaks.

till then,
Siti Syahida Binti Kamaruddin

Mess

Hello,

Hmm it's been a while since i wrote my last entry. I've been busy or more specifically i'm out of idea. I've been doing something i don't know should i say crazy or just plain, well sometimes it looks crazy to me but sometimes hmm i don't know i can't make up my mind. I've been dreaming about loads of things, beyond acceptable and unacceptable, writing songs: some broken and happiness. Yeah seems like i do enjoy every minutes of my life.

I've been to a place i should'nt gone to. Well i'm not really regret it, because i've met the most important person in my life which i've decided should i forget him or continue to like him after i meet him. Then later he gave me a hope, a hope that every girl desire the most. My heart thumping like crazy, never fail to feel nervous whenever we talk.

I never open my heart until 5 years later, until he came into my life. He was incredible enough to make me unlock my heart without doing or impress me with anything. He just walked straight plus talking, seriously he didn't even look at me. Later, he finally realized me and him felt things the same way. How can this happen when i don't even know him?

He finally confessed after 3 years been liking each other. We studied at different places. It's good to be far away from each other, nothing to be fight of, nothing to be jealous of. It's just that we barely known/understand each other. Hopes have been ups and down.

Lacking communication seriously affected me. It's like we never contact, it's hard usually. I don't know how long i can finally get the right answer. I'm tired, tired with all the little hopes. It's like he's giving a rope and then leave me hanging until i don't know when he's going to pull me up. I can't never say "i had enough", i'm trying to be a mature woman who can think straight and always be positive about everything.


till then,
Siti Syahida Binti Kamaruddin