24 March 2016

I don't know why do i keep thinking of you. You kept appearing in my mind. I guess i miss talking to you or i'm still not used to not talking to you. I don't know.

My life is getting better now. I got new job with good salary. I got my family and best friends who are always with me. Rubs just delivered a baby boy named Auf Raed. Alyaa is still struggling to finish her degree. Although I rarely meet both of my partayy peeps, they're still close to my heart. The beginning of 2016 are great well at least for now. I planned to take Japanese language class and go to Japan by next year. With who? Well i don't really plan to go with anyone and i don't mind going alone as well. I still got few goals to achieve. Can't wait to feel the joy ticking my list of goals. 

Till then,

ssk

To A Person I Once Loved

I lost count when was the day i stop stalking you through facebook. I found it's no use for me to keep stalking you since i'm the one who dumped you plus you already deleted me from your friends list. 

It was hard for me to move on but i know i have to since it's for my own good and i never feel regret for i've done.

I love you i still do, it's just that i believe that you don't deserve me since i'm not really your dream girl who can always listen to everything that you wanted me to do. I really hope you can find someone way better than me.

I'm sorry that i broke your heart and for everything especially during 10 months we have been together. You're one incredible man, you taught me a lot of things and for that i appreciate it so much.

Thank you and may you find the one who will love you more than anything in this world.