sensetip

sejak akhir-akhir ni hati ni mudah nak sensetip tau haih. okay tiba-tiba nk cerita macam tu. tadi kemain gelak ketawa sepanjang jalan kan. *typing skill dah berkurang, nampak beno lack of exercise. okay aku dah gemuk naik berkilo-kilo what to do konon je esok nak puasa *diet purpose, da habis ganti ye anak-anak. aku memang sangat tergoda kalau tengok nana dengan ain makan kuangajo betul dorang ni!



















tadi aku terasa macam aku dapat hidayah bila aku baca ayat ni

"Wherever you are, wherever you are facing, Allah knows.When you think you've tried everything and don't know what else to do, Allah has the answer.When you feel alone, and your friends busy with their affairs, Allah is always on your side.When you've been crying for so long and your heart still feels pain, Allah counts your tears.If you feel tired and weary, the effort seemed futile. Allah knows how hard you try:)"


aku terasa macam dah banyak sangat dosa yang aku buat. tak dpt dinafikan solat aku berlubang-lubang tak cukup 5 waktu, Al-Quran last sem baru baca aku rasa kalau takde bacaan untuk kelas agama confirm aku takkan sentuh Al-Quran. terukkan? aku pun malu dengan diri aku then aku tertanya dengan diri aku sendiri bila nk berubah? aku sendiri pun hilang daya nk fikir kalau fikir pasal ini. bila aku baca buku akhir zaman aku takut itu pun sekejap, kadang-kadang aku terfikir apa aku nak jadi kalau aku terus macam ni hati pun tak tenang, kepala pun serabut. aku rasa macam hidup ni tak lengkap bila aku tak ingat yang Maha Besar.

*mengeluh...




due to this one book i feel like my life is in the process of changing, changing to be good. i made a vow to myself and in front of my friends and i will keep that promise. so my friends tell me if i tried to break that promise :)