It has been awhile since i updated this blog. I couldn’t find any apps that could support blogger properly.
For the past 6 months, my life has been full of emotional roller coaster. I had a breakdown, finally letting out the word killing myself. Proven to be unworthy to live. I wanted to get help but i’m afraid of being judged. I look bright on the outside but on the inside deep down i’m suffering. My emotion has overtaken me especially now i’m in a relationship. I thought being in a relationship would help me to overcome my pain but apparently i’m wrong.
I don’t know how long will i lasts. I’m afraid that one day i might harm myself or won’t be able to hold my sanity anymore.
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