something that we can denied.

wow i can believe how useful the japanese language. hehe ;P useful kinda well i can talk behind their back. well they won't understand me :DD okay jahat. tade la i mean useful for everything. example such as communication, kdg kdg kita tgk crita jpn tade subs bole fhm then bila kita skt hati kita bole tulis apa apa org takkn fhm. best kn. well tak semua benda kita bole honest. tipu la kalau everything yg kita buat kita ikhlas jujur blablabla. msti kdg kdg tak en. well now everything is getting worst. everything is apart. i want the old us. the old her the old him. where are they ? i'm trying to understand what is going on right now. i'm kinda happy when we are back together. it's just a small thing i knew and everything just blew up. am i kinda person who always talks bad things about people ? who am i to you guys ? why you have to be so angry when i knew about this ? things are getting weird when you are not mad at me but you are mad at someone else. yes ! she told me that ! so what ? i'm not going to tell everyone.

hmm i'm tired living with those kind people. they just don't get it. why can't you guys see her kindness ? the way she talk, the way she treat you guys. how can't you guys sees this ? i may not know her as well as you guys but deep inside i can tell that she is a good person even though sometimes she is so childish.

i really hope someday that they will realize that they made a mistake for throwing her away. well i'm staying with her no matter what happen. :)

i remember you :)

the wind on my face is so cold

but it reminds me of the sky, when we were together

i can still see the ocean from my house

i'm looking and waiting for you here.

the days have changed and gone by

but our summer is still there, in my surfboard

i remember the sun then, like it was yesterday

i can still hear your voice

you said to me "i'm not going to cry

we waved each other goodbye silently

we didn't say any words: our hands did that for us

you melted into the sunset, but i remember you

every time i hold your old rusty guitar

i hear our song tugging at my heart

the days seem so cloudy now

passing by one after the other

but i remember thinking:

"i know we're living someone"

yeah, the sun told that to me

i can still hear you

bodoh -___-

entri kali ni pendek.

aku penat la tgk gay ni aduh. well act dia tak gay tp prgai mcm gay mulut cabai. yea aku tau dia baik tp cakap tu tolong la jaga sikit. aku menyampah ! okay ida STOP ! dah.

Kuching.

i'm back to kuching. haih. talking with all my roomates :) hmm i miss semenanjung :(

aku rindu kajang.

seriously ! aku sangat la tak sabar nk blk. tolong la tuhan cepat kn masa aku mahu pulang kangen sudah sama semua.



Azza : ida ! aku pulang kajang esok ! tak sabar !
aku : -_____-"
Azza : yay dpt pulang nnti aku nk keluar dgn mamah blablabla....
aku : aza raya nnti aku cuti 10 hari. kau cuti berapa hari aza
Azza : aku cuti 4 hari je
aku : YES !
Azza : ida kejam -_____-"'
aku : MUAHAHAHAHA


aku rindu semua org. aku nk blk oh. kittens semua mesti da besar. ku igt lagi time aku pegi plkn aku blk cuti seminggu dorg bru lahir. aku da habis plkn dorg da bole larilari siap kejar aku. aku sebak *lap air mata. aku rndu kucing kucing ku. mereka tersgt comel. aku sedih sbb dorg tak besar dpn mata aku. :( mereka semakin membesar dan aku tak sabar mahu pulang. :)


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speed test. haih aku da la type ala kadar je cane nih. haih. ^-^ bsp ni bapak la sejuk aku rasa mcm masuk dlm fridge. memang terbaik la kn. tape la nnti blk malaysia * ceh cerita mcm dduk over the sea je en pdhl sarawak je en appuu ida kau cerita nk gebang je nk jdi mcm si tut tu ke ? drama habes. haha. okay aku bosan. bye.




*entri kali ni tidak berkenaan dgn hidup dan mati.

grr :DD

kayy.. ada speed test hari ni hahahaha seperti yang Miss kata " saya panggil awak datang " cis tak bole tgk monitor kot haih -__-' aku da la suka curi curi tgk keyboard cane nih ? hahaha tu la ida mak da kata jgn cheating kau degil :P sejak bila la plk mak aku ckp mcm ni. aku tade mak tp aku ada umi :) omma aitakute ! :( btw aku risau psl aza. aza mana kau pergi aku dgn mamah risau psl kau. kau off phne cll tak dpt tbe tbe je kau send msg mcm tu dkt mamah risau aku. hish da la aku dgn kau jauh. nsb aku tak kaya, kalau aku kaya mlm tu jgk aku blk jmpe kau. azza ni knn.....




















aku borak dgn abg kelmarin. mcm mcm dia tanya aku, mcm polis ! hahaa weh ida kau jgn blk lmbt, kau da mkn belum, kau sehat tak, kau online dkt mana, hostel kau dgn cc jauh tak, kau ni, kau tu hahaha penat aku nk jwb. tapela aku syg kau abg :DD abg aku gelabah nk kenal dgn kwn kwn aku. aku tak bagi buat apa nk knl dgn kwn2 aku ?! ida okay je dkt sni abg kau tak pyh nk risau. pandai la ida jaga diri. yeah ida akui kwn kwn ida ramai yg sosial tp selagi bole ida tkkn terjebak dgn bnda bnda tu semua. kau igt ida sng terpengaruh ke ? oh tidak sama skli. ida msh waras igt dkt umi dgn ayah. walaupun kdg kdg solat tak cukup tp ida tkkn buat bnda bnda tu semua :) like kakak said ala kwn dgn semua org tak slh tp kena pndai jaga diri tu je. so tak pyh risau i'm fine here :)



















*pening belum hilang haih :P kemungkinan mengantuk. tkut oh speed test haih -____-"'
*otou-san, okaa-san, nee-chan, nii-chan, Baby imouto-chan, Ikah imouto-chan i miss you guys so much :( i cried each time i remember you otou-san.

wahahaha.

otak aku pening. aku rasa skrg dkt uitm tgh musim demam la. ILI popular kot skrg haha :DD dulu aku da pena kena oh kena kuarintin 7 hari bapak la bosan. time dmm tu takla bosan kn tapi bila da baik dmm tak bosan la plk kn. time tu aku dkt plkn hari keempat tu aku da sehat wal'afiat aku mntk kbnrn doc nk join activity ye la activity best kot 'musang terbang' siapa tanak ikut kn. haih tp doc tak bagi haha aku peduli apa even mak aku halang pun aku bole lwn ckp dia apetah lagi doc kn *haha kantoi ank derhaka "omma forgive me :)" aku turun jgk. main 'musang terbang' haha aku tak jerit pun bila aku da turun dgn selambanya aku ckp " bosan nya -__-" " sbb ntah aku rasa mcm 'musang terbang' dia tak cukup tggi. haih -___-












































*pening pening bintang bintang kelihatan terang wow wow. gila ! aku curi curi online lgi dlm keyboarding clss :P well selagi boleh kn. miss dtg je cpt cpt aku minimize wahahaha :DD